Samurai's mind (kokoro)

It is so hard to describe Samurai’s mind in foreign language….But he made up his mind to keep trying…

Sometimes, Samurai can touch the same contents which he describes his mind (kokoro) on his blog in Japanese. http://ameblo.jp/quemobile/ (please, feel free and free to access to it). Please enjoy the both.

Well, everyone got on your mind (kokoro) which means “spirit, soul, mind” and for the Samurai, it is not easy to control it even being its owner, maybe it could be hard for everyone. So, feel like that you want to try to handle it but you don’t know how to grasp it.

On Samurai’s mind there are always two types of different spirit. One is Positive thought and other one is Negative thought. These are twin and called as “insects on mind”by the owner. Kokoro no mushi, in Japanese.

Well then, they fight each other inside of him and when something suffering or perturbing factors are surged the Negative wins a game and when something glad or eats what he really likes the Positive gets the gold medal. Therefore, they act so freely on his mind and play like on the seesaw… it means no control and his mind is like a lawless zone??!! lol

However, comparing to the beginning, lately, Samurai has been getting better control these 2 insects, trying to think about what would like to acquire and to be in the future. Samurai’s brother suggested him to have one more dog (already have 2). It will be definitely a Bulldog!! lol

Well, the first Chemo has done this morning and feeling like hang over silly but helpfully feeling no nausea, yet. That’s a good sign and why the side-effect could make me more intellectual??!!