Once upon a time, there was a master of Zen called Daruma Taishi who had meditated for 9 years on the rock. It is told that, although he could attain enlightenment he lost his both arms and legs as he spent too long sitting on it.
So now, Samurai has spent almost a year on the bed and still got a complete body functioning enough except the bone marrow in restructuring and the brain size of ostrich own, yet it is very far from enlightenment…lol.
Generally, women sound to feel more pain than men.
So, Samurai wasn’t born to feel a lot of headache neither fever like a woman, but unfortunately, on the process of Chemotherapy and Transplantation these symptoms are very normal. Ironically, Buddha doesn’t protect us when we need him…When these come up to his body to suffer him, at present, he doesn’t know how to alleviate them without using analgesics. Well, no merit to be born as man for a while…
And also, these lazy symptoms make us demoralized for do anything. No encourage for reading neither watching TV. These moments are so difficult to keep his spirit high, positive and dream about happy future.
But he has to get rid of these difficult situations with Samurai Spirit in order to realize his next aim.
The result of the first bone marrow exam after the transplantation is that still can see by a microscope a few percent of immature cells but it is difficult to say that these are malignant at the present phase. Because of the damaged bone marrow where produce fresh blood caused by Chemo it can not produce it as well as healthy one. So, hereafter we have to follow whether this production of healthy cells will be performing well. And DNA’s problem must be resolved, too, and its result will come up only 2 weeks after.
