imagine there's no country...

There are a lot of people who Samurai really wants to encounter shaking your hand to say “thanks a lot for your help!” but unfortunately it’s not a possible for a while because now he has been in the jail again since from the last Tuesday…





Although apologetically being late, but Samurai would like to really thank for about 40 participants from 8 different countries to the charity dinner at Mehemet place in Hamamatsu end of last February, dedicated to encouraging Samurai, mainly organized by the owner of the restaurant Mehemet, Mariana, Brian and Osny. And also thanks for the all encouraging messages wrote in three different languages. Samurai hasn’t met before almost of them but their dedication and kind messages gave him incredible energy in order to he passes through from his fated path. Even if it has not been easy these power sent to him from every deep of your heart has been turned to his gas to keep in fight against.





When we receive encouragement from someone, it doesn’t matter who send you because we know that it is coming from your heart and not from your head. And when Samurai got the mail on his hand from Mariana contained these messages, he didn’t know first to cry or opened the envelope, and then, when he started to read them the music got started to play “ imagine there’s no country…”


So, thanks for all of you in Hamamatsu!!

A happy anniversary!!

A happy 1st anniversary for my enemy!

Samurai fights against him to beat him but the same time he learns a lot of things that without this enemy he might haven’t learned. So now, he isn’t sure that the enemy could be considered as real enemy in stead of it could be his big competitor or educator.

To be strong, be patient, be courageous, discovered the missions and recognition of importance of family and his friends were all brought from this disease.

He might know to live together like a partner with this disease as one of his friend told before…he was right and now Samurai understands meaning of him.

But at the certain moment, Samurai has to say goodbye to this enemy to no longer keep the partnership and he has to remember and thank for the fruitage the educator brought to him like two boxers on the ring appreciate and hug each other after a fight.

I can’t wait for this moment arrives…

Thanks for the hope you give me for

Since the beast appeared in his life he recognized that the he is the happiest guy in the world or the universe although his tough fight sounds no period. But his hope has been maintained and fortified each day he receives messages, callings and visitors whose heart are full of positive energy to warming up his mind. If he had no friends neither family he should have took the end long time ago. He doesn’t know how to thank for all of you are supporting his soul and spirit.

Through these which get him keeps alive give him some guide to read what his mission in this life is. And fortunately he is just about to read what he is fighting for and what he should do after this war takes the end. I’m not getting crazy because of the strong remedies but only with this hope all of you are giving him now that is able to save him from this disease. Arigatou, again and again.

1 year on the bed

Once upon a time, there was a master of Zen called Daruma Taishi who had meditated for 9 years on the rock. It is told that, although he could attain enlightenment he lost his both arms and legs as he spent too long sitting on it.

So now, Samurai has spent almost a year on the bed and still got a complete body functioning enough except the bone marrow in restructuring and the brain size of ostrich own, yet it is very far from enlightenment…lol.

Smash of sacks....

Generally, women sound to feel more pain than men.

So, Samurai wasn’t born to feel a lot of headache neither fever like a woman, but unfortunately, on the process of Chemotherapy and Transplantation these symptoms are very normal. Ironically, Buddha doesn’t protect us when we need him…When these come up to his body to suffer him, at present, he doesn’t know how to alleviate them without using analgesics. Well, no merit to be born as man for a while…

And also, these lazy symptoms make us demoralized for do anything. No encourage for reading neither watching TV. These moments are so difficult to keep his spirit high, positive and dream about happy future.

But he has to get rid of these difficult situations with Samurai Spirit in order to realize his next aim.

The result of the first bone marrow exam after the transplantation is that still can see by a microscope a few percent of immature cells but it is difficult to say that these are malignant at the present phase. Because of the damaged bone marrow where produce fresh blood caused by Chemo it can not produce it as well as healthy one. So, hereafter we have to follow whether this production of healthy cells will be performing well. And DNA’s problem must be resolved, too, and its result will come up only 2 weeks after.

Rabbit Samurai?!

This is it!!

Look at this illustration!

It’s Samurai drawn by one of nurse leaving today the hospital…

If you are Brazilian, can’t stop to laugh about it.

Brazilian joke;

Rabbit ejaculate so quick…

Chicken signify bitch...

Additionally, the team Samurai played for the first time in Brazil uses this logo of chicken, too. Maybe that’s why he couldn’t get success…

When Samurai’s wife looks at it, she will be died to laugh although no doubt this nurse doesn’t intent to, at all. lol

But thanks anyway for her job here and hope her success in new place.

After all, Samurai is still waiting for the blond nurse team that his English teacher from Canada had said that he would take them with him from there…lol

The tiptop is there

More than 10 days after the transplantation, Samurai still has been suffering from fever and got his body so lazy, especially legs and foot. Although these symptoms sounds no period we have to believe that one day it will end off even getting nervous and less patience in this moment.

It is not easy to tolerate these symptoms but there’re a lot of things that he wants to do after couple of months when he gets better. In other words, there’re a lot of people to encounter and to say: I’m back! Once he almost touched the heaven, he will be filled of happiness when he can shake hardly their hands again. And this is the hope that has kept up his spirit.

Despite the fucking disease Samurai feels so happy to have them in his heart.